Monday, November 28, 2005
2B and not 2H
5 months down the yellow brick road and Im further behind from where I started. 1 step in front and 2 behind. Philosophy of my life, I reckon. All I can do now is lick my wounds and snarl at my misfortunes. Everything I touch turns grey with despair, so much so I've already forgotten what intimacy feels like, what its like to open up to someone. How I yearn for that, but forever will I deny myself that. Its just safer this way.
You may not know it, but as I stare upon your face, my wounds bleed again, for I feel Ive fallen deeper into my abyss just be never having met you. Perhaps in heaven we shall meet. And I will introduce you with my grey just as you will dazzle me with your vibrant colors, as we secretly talk about how our lives wouldve been had we just chanced upon each other. However, perhaps it is for the better that our lives run at a parallel, for I could never risk drowning you in all these shades of grey.
Today my heart bleeds once more, for Ive never known at all.
You may not know it, but as I stare upon your face, my wounds bleed again, for I feel Ive fallen deeper into my abyss just be never having met you. Perhaps in heaven we shall meet. And I will introduce you with my grey just as you will dazzle me with your vibrant colors, as we secretly talk about how our lives wouldve been had we just chanced upon each other. However, perhaps it is for the better that our lives run at a parallel, for I could never risk drowning you in all these shades of grey.
Today my heart bleeds once more, for Ive never known at all.
# posted by spacemanjoe @ 09:27 
